i am having a splitting headache now :( and it feels so bad.
i am starting to dislike math. really lah, i look at the sums and i get mental block okay. so annoying. i should start waking up and not falling asleep in history or chinese classes. also, i need to pay more attention to whats the teacher is saying and not being so blur and asking what the teacher had said previously.
i think i am stress:((
theres chem test tmr and i left my textbook in school which is making me very angry with myself. have not done emath and amath homework, plus english newspaper article cuttings.
i know, i've been complaining too much. but all this are the only things i can get out of brain to post. i cant think more lahs. but i will try.
so whats next.
ohya, i cooked my own lunch today. maggi plus egg:D
andyes, i did not do the dishes. which my mother had been nagging and nagging bout it but still, i managed to escape. hhahas.
hm, my posts are short nowadays. i whanna make it longer, its just that i dont know how.
ohoh, i loveeee knee guards.
hhahahas. you wont know why.
i guess i will get back to homework now so ciao.

amath, i dont like it. man, its making my head explode.
the sums and equations just make me mad. but, i still can cope with it, at least till now.
yesterday, the new sec one volleyballers came for cca. jerry arranged a so called 'test' for them of seven stations. i was the tester for station one with elizabeth while eleanor & juanne made another pair for station one. sothen, we threw the ball to them and they hit it back to us and it goes on and on and on till everyone had been tested. everything was going on well till it poured. the rain was on and off, which was irritating everyone. so we went indoors and continued with the test.
when it ended, jerry was like,
'okay, now lets go to the hall'
then i thought that we could train indoors and i was so happy but actually, we went to the hall to do physical training (pt).
ohgod, i hate pt. and after pt, our bodies were sure to ache and i hate it.

i have alot of homework :(

eleanor, you and your n.e. go look up on it. hahahha.

i know now.
HAHAHA. volleyball selection.
WHOA, i tell you, never did i expect so many to come for the try out. its like thirty,forty over people. then right, i helped out. by throwing the balls to them. the sun was soooooo glaring and the heat is making me sweat all over. sothen, elizabeth and i went to change to our yellow camp shirt.
so jerry did the selection. and i guess there're like a few primary school volleyballers and there are sure gonna be in the team. and those who dont make it, blame the school for making volleyball's intake only fifthteen.yea.

AND HA, eleanor, i so loveeeee white grape.
its your bottle's friend. okay, i know this is silly, but heh, you dont understand.

i did not rent the locker for this year cause i have not got the chance to meet the vendor. which means, no locker for the year. man, the rest says that the lockers are gonna be useless. however, i think otherwise. i think its essential. cause like, it'll lighten your load.
anyway, homework is tiring me out. plus the trainings i have trice a week and the upcoming matches that i have.

eleanor, whats up with you and your bottle? HAHAHA, your so comical lahs and i love it. do it and make me laugh.
i'm going out later. ahh, i am running out of lines.
so bye :)))))

cca orientation 2007- sat, 13 Jan.

met for breakfast with the usuals.
then, went to school to prepare for the orientation.
well, hope volleyball gets like enough people for the selection period. orientation was sorta a success. everyone was really high. wah, i tell you, we shout until no voice. hahaha, funfun. i like the combined uniform groups march, united. HAHAHA, some of the volleyballers plus eldds joined in. i did not, cause i accompanied elizabeth to play vball.

lunched with the usuals again.
and i made a new new year resolution. to eat faster. HAHAHA, cause like, i am always always the last. dont know how the hell the rest eat like a machine gun. food need to chew and digest one mah. and i know the rests get fed up with me when they have to wait for me to finish eating. hahaha.
sothen, went home. and, i am like stuck outside my house cause everyone is out. i dont have the keys either. i waited so long for my them to get home. and i am really exhausted from the orientation in the morning. i whanna sleep. man, you know the phrase, so near yet so far. grrr. they finally got home after more than half an hour or so lah. keys, i will take note of you now. hahaha.

today

did homework till now. ohgod, teachers are piling us up with homework. i know its our job. i am left with the chinese worksheets plus history mindmap. will do it later. i am a good girl. hahaha, so much for self-praise. to make myself happy.
andoh, i realised that eleanor's pencil is with me. shes so elated when i told her that. i thought its sorta my fault rather but i have no idea who placed it in my pencil case. i made her so upset when she realised its missing.

hm, theres the moving monday thing going on tomorrow. which means, we'll get to play volleyball before lessons for one period or so. so will the other cca's have their cca at that period of time.
tournament is real soon. which is making me nervous plus excited bout it. ohgod. we're gonna train double hard now. no setbacks and all. yea man, we can make it :)))))

HELLO.
its been a while since i blogged.
i guess i had the worst breakdown of my life last week. hahaha.
this is what happened:
so i had sore eyes for quite awhile then i went to see a doctor on 2 jan. then, my vision was actually blurred on 5 jan. didnt really bothered bout the blurness till 7 jan when it got worst. so went to see another doctor and he checked my eyes and i showed him my previous eye drop that the previous doctor gave me. this is what he said,
" OH NO, who gave you this eye drop? you cannot use this eye drop. this is the wrong prescription of medicine. your eyes are at a very critical condition now. theres scarring of your cornea and you can go blind."
so he meant that theres scars on my cornea. okay then he continued,
" this is very serious. i am gonna write a letter to TTSH now, i am gonna send you to the emergency ward there. please arh, go immediately. you cannot delay. eyesight is very important."

walau eh. i hear already, first thing that came to my mind was like, sue the doctor. ohgod, and at that momment, my mind was so distorted with what the doctor said, so the only thing that came to my mind was, omg, i am gonna go blind.
so i went home to change to jeans. then like, i actually brokedown at home. so did my mum lah. the enviroment was really sad and tense at that momment. cause the only thing that we all knew, was that, i might go blind.
i mean imagining going blind at fourteen years old. then right, i cannot attend school at beatty. i have to learn like those hand language or somehing. aiyah, my mind's really messed up with all my thoughts lah. so, on the way there, i continued to breakdown, half of the time trying to hold back my tears.
so when we reached, i registered and saw the specialist and she examined my eyes. then like, she took a cotton bud or something t0 scrap my eyes. yes, on the surface of my eyes. so scary lah, i keep moving away from it. the she told me that my eyes will recover totally in a few weeks time.
i was absent from school for two days. so i missed out on the lessons and all. went back on the third day. i could'nt see what's on the whiteboard at all. jessica helped me. hahaha.

uhh, then yesterday, i went back to TTSH for check-up. and the specialist was like, " its better already but it will only heal in about one week plus time. so i got to go back for check-up again next week. i can see already. its my left eye thats blurred.

soyea.
so today, did preparations for the sec one cca orientation. eleanor lost her pencil and shes really upset about it. hahaha. the heavy rain was really heavy and its like, its never gonna stop. i was in the rain twice.
the school is gonna close down some cca. and its like so frustrating cause the school is keeping all performing arts and considering to close down the rest. anyway, zonal top four, we can do it. pray hard for us. hahaha :)))))