my right eye hurt so badly cause soap went into my eye. its turning red and has a stingy feel when soap contacts with my eye. :(

a fatal accident happened two days ago outside my place, at the bus-stop. and it makes me think deep whenever i cross the two-way high traffic road, to be more aware of the traffic. 'cause i always jay-walked. not wanting to cross using the over-head bridge.

okay, todays the eve of the eve of chinese new year. had lessons till eleven and had cny celebration till 12.30. but the new vp held us up for about half an hour for a lecture. he cannot be anymore ridiculous. he was threatening to make us return to class and return back to hall. but if he did so, i think everyone will just go home and run away from the vp.

so cny celebration was okay. the acrobatics part was good. it was the best performance. lion dance was boring. while the rest were the usuals like wushu and co. the whole thing ended with the vp's lecture. oh, i hate the vp.

followed eleanor to her chem spa make-up and went for cca meeting or talk. its good that things are cleared up already.

and you, glad you woke up and all. at least you realise it, as you say, change. we all hope you will. your straight-forwardness and the bluntness when you talk, had offended us repeatedly and had made us really upset 'bout it. we just keep quiet and let things go, but things are getting out of hand and it has sure made this whole matter worse. this is reality, much that you dont like the situation now, we dont like it much either. ohwell, you say you dont realise it. then what can i say? i have no idea.

so after the meeting, eleanor, joey and i went to town. we lunched at i-forgot-whats-the-name-of-the-place at cineleisure. had fish and chips plus soup at a reasonable student price. i was satisfied and veryvery full after the meal. joey left and she has something on while yinzhi joined us. we toured around cineleisure and went to take neoprints. met van and sandy there too.

went to heerens and back to cine to get a drink at yoshinoya. thenthen, eleanor and i had to leave, so the three of us went out and ohgosh, heavy downpour. eleanor has a umbrella. as you know, it is relatively difficult to fit three girls into a small umbrella, we were bound to get wet. andyes, we got drenched so badly, its like, when you soak your uni into a pail of water and take it out.

trained to tpy and took bus back. the wait for 73 was a short one and we got a seat. but it wasnt facing the front. you know, those seats that were facing the other way. i had bus sick. :( man, i felt like throwing up. hhahas.

tomorrow is the eve of cny. reunion dinner, steamboat. hahas. i am not in the mood of cny and i have no idea why.
its gonna be a long weekend. and an eventful one i guess. i will try to rush all homework tomorrow though i know i cant.

well. i shall go play sims now. and buy stuff to not make my house so empty. bye. :)

its exactly a week to chinese new year.
made tarts yesterday, pineapple. relatives came over making them while i sat beside giving them feedbacks on how it tasted. hahahas, free loader you say. yes i guess i am.

last thursday.
our class was robbed. by some heartless creep which came in and stole four phones. how evil. i dont know exactly how the thieve got in to our class. through the window, maybe not. but the thieve ransacked almost everyone's bag and including our wallet, but the ironic thing is, our money and cards were left intact.
so whats the use of folding our cash our placing our cards in the wrong original spot?
to divert our attention?
i guess, i can say, nobody cared much bout the fact that our wallets were messed up and including the fact that nothing was taken away. we were all more preoccupied with the fact of the stolen phones, or rather, how the thieve managed to get away scot-free.
well, you see, i can come to a conclusion that the thieve knows one of the victims kind-of well, as her phone was hidden in her specs case.
okay, the point is, if i were the thieve,
and i searched through her bag in a rush and realising that there's no sign of any phone in the bag. would i still carry on searching every tiny pockets or pouches in her bag? i dont think so.
cause it will be a waste of time, and being so sure that this particular victim has her phone in her specs case. the only rational reason is, they were sortta close, at least close to a point that the thieve knows where her phone was hidden.
its already three days after the incident and the thieve may have already sold them for a second-hand price and he or she may be indulging in a scrumptious meal with her friends for his or her success in his crime. who knows?
then again, what comes around goes around.
so you dumbdumb will surely get your harsh punishment and will not be pardon by anyone of us. and it is only a matter of time when you thieve gets is. well, you better be wise and start spending your every precious momment. hahaha.

okayokay.
now this is something not related to the unforunate thing on top.
heyhey, whats with the sec 3 sec 4 thing?
i think its like getting more and more ridiculous.
yes, i was once upset with you sec 4s. but this is like getting so bad and serious till a talk was to take place to settle this whole thing.
maybe its not the sec 4s fault,
not us sec 3s fault as well.
i used to be so angry with the sec 4s.
but now when i think about it, i think its just that our perspectives of the situation is so different that this happens.
sec 4s. yes you guys are stepping down soon. and yes, as you guys say, its our responsibility to train the sec 1s so that once you guys step down, we'll get use to it. and, i agree with your point. but this is something i cannot take, you guys are pushing everything to us. like everything. noticeboard, jerry's birthday, hmm, sec 1s bonding thingy. and you know, we get so clueless and helpless sometimes that we even had disputes among ourselves, sec 3s.

but then again,
i am not pushing the blame to you guys,
and making it seem like you guys are the cause of this.
i do not think it is entirely your fault.
this is to clarify what i state and say.
it is just my perspective of view of it.
just to make it clear to you guys.

then to let you guys know what we think.
it is just that you guys are like pushing almost everything to us and making it seem that you guys are doing nothing. we feel its wrong.

okay, so i hope all goes well tomorrow.
:))))

the weather today has been cold till now.
the wind is still strong, and i like it. however, my nose was really bad in the morning, sneeze, sneeze and sneeze. and it isnt getting any better. its really frustrating as i have already taken cold medicine, which is, of course, not helping and i have no idea why. its been running and running non-stop. at the rate i am going, i can finish the whole tissue box myself in a day.

hm, i revised my amath just now.
and i guess i am getting better in it. at least i managed to understand the rules and solve some simple sums. oh well, i still have to get even better in it.

the chinese new year is approaching.
in about two weeks or so. then, its gonna be a sortta de-stress weekend or rather event for me. while some people says its gonna be busy for them, i think otherwise. its gonna be fun, like going around visiting relatives collecting ang paos, and of course, eating. i am sure to gain weight. nevermind, cause from next week onwards, training gonna be partly physical training. well, not partly, mainly physical training.
aches plus tiredness plus sufferings plus being out-of-breath are sure gonna be complains by me. hhahas. but its okay, cause hopefully, i will lose weight.

my internet is going gaga on me.
its like, causing me to sign in and out. irritating you know.

anyway, the school says that theres gonna be a major spot check tomorrow.
so they were like,
'collar button to be buttoned up, with ties and badges on. . . etc. . etc. . '
but you see, the point is, tomorrow is moving monday, which means, we are to report to school with pe shirt. not school uniform. so the part with ties and badges? i guess they overlooked that point. but ha, its only making life easier for us, students.

finally i am posting a not-so-short post.
which i am not doing so recently. my tuition homework is somehow due. but apparently, out of the four students in the group, only one managed to meet the deadline. hhahas. not me, i have never met any of the essays deadline since last year. i am not naughty. i am just like what my parents also say, lazy. you cant blame me, cause sec three is a really quick-paced year, time is moving faster in classes. teachers teach fast, we have to learn to learn fast as well. and everyone gets tied up with homework and tests. this is part of life, like everyone tells me.

hm, i will go continue with work now.
and i am in a really good mood now.
hahahha, so ciao- :D

its the second of feb and its joey's birthday :)))
shes fiftheen when i just got fourteen last two months.
okay, today's been really great. lessons were pretty much enjoyable except for a math. i could barely understand what the teacher is explaining or rather teaching. shes teaching really fast lah. cannot catch up. its like, i am slowly analysing and trying to solve the question, like how this equation changes to the another and when i am done, oh, shes off to the next question.
but i will try, to make my brain work faster so as i can do the sums quicker. nevermind, i will try.

homework ah homework.
i cannot catch up with homework, homework catch me up.

grrr, my mum just shouted at me:( like ehh? i just got home leh. went out to eat. nag nag nag. like what you expect to do lah. nevermind lah, you nag, i listen. grr.

back to my point.
homework. alot, alot. but i still can handle the essays and assignments that my teachers pile me up with.

my mum is like mad. you know, she just shouted at me again. its like, its not even my fault lah please. come home then scold. the thing is, i dont even find myself in the wrong. :((((

mood's down. shan't continue my post.
ciao- :(