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Yayy i completed season 6 of greys!! AND IT WAS DAMN GOOD. The 2 episodes finale was awesome! I watched it twice.. i usually don't watch things twice you know. A murderer in the hospital shooting people? It was crazy exciting. There's so much meaning into every scene like i didn't realise there's so much story-to-tell till i watched it the second time, the first time it was too exciting for me to think already hahhaa. K omg i sound insane but it was seriously damn good ;)

Math lect this morn was the least pleasing :/ I was barely paying attention! Hahaa then Joanna Barry Kel & i went to bishan for lunch at Swensons. See how i'm telling you i'll gain kilos, i'm not even exercing, i should :/ Went back to school for the occ tutoring thing, then they came over to my house for some MAHJONG! ;) We had the most hilarious game i've ever played. Some jokers man seriously :O Well, i had alot of fun laughing lol.

Hmmz, tmr is the first of june....

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Title : #599 i know you are better than this, please be
Time : 10:24 PM

Happy Holidays!!

Since thursday, i've already been catching up on my fave drama serials! Gonna complete season 6 of greys soon! Hahaa its damn niceee, i love it ;) Then i'll continue watching onetreehill & 90210! I promise not to start watching any new shows ;) These 3 are enough for me to chase for the time being :/

Theres been alot of travelling & visiting this weekend. & i'm tired.. okay i get tired easily idk why! Hahaa went for some steamboat buffet at vivo yest for dinner! Honestly, i ate too little for a buffet. OKAY I KNOW I ALREADY EAT LITTLE BUT i ate lesser than i what i normally eat you know. Like i was not full & i just didn't whanna eat. Its just some ordinary, run of the mill buffet which i did not enjoy! :O

Hmmz, i'm suppose to take my weight which i've been procrastinating like forever! :O Btw, my height-weight thing is 90%! LOL i know that is suppose to be underweight BUT i would like to stay that way hehe ;) K i know you're thinking i'm some crazy lady here.. hmmz.. during the span of 4 weeks of vacation, i'll definitely gain, i know it hahaha.

This 4 weeks of vacation, i hope i would spend it well. Well, besides all the studying.. gonna meet up with my friends who i miss so much ;) The first week is already filled with make-up lectures & classes.. ;( You know, i actually can see myself regretting not studying enough after the holidays hahaa. I mean, thats what happens all the time! K thats bad :/ Yeah, i hope that will not be the case this time! We'll see, okay bye i'm gonna watch greys.... ;)

Monday, May 24, 2010

Title : Heartattack
Time : 11:24 PM

Zhengxuan's msn account came online.. My heart skipped a beat.. Turns out his bro was checking his laptop sighhh.. We're all online receiving some mental scares when his account came online! Very much that i miss him it's kills me to know that its just the account and not him anymore, it is still something that represents him & i whanna see it go green once again... ;(

Title : I could really use a wish right now
Time : 10:32 PM

Today's the first time i brought my house keys along. The first time i did not ring the bell to get into the house. Stepped in to see an empty house, quiet yet unusual. My house is empty now, granny shifted & maid has left (OHNO!!) Things are different, but not in an emtremely bad way. Well at least i get to shift into the spare room now ;) Some mini pre-shifting before the ACTUAL shifting to my new home next year. Why can't they build it faster!! Ahhh or like don't launch the sale of the property so fast la! Make people excited & impatient only tsk. Okay i don't make sense already, bye! ;)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Title : al thats left goodbye to find a way
Time : 8:46 PM

Ice cream makes me happy

Thankyou SHAUN for the surprise donuts today! ;)

Sometimes i wonder when my iPhone 2G will actually die on me. Its been surviving for extremely long alr! Been dropped like a million times :O Short battery life thats still able to last me a day ;) Its a really old phone.. but good phone haha good entertainer with the apps etc. HAHA like how mr heng is finding every opportunity to confiscate the iPhones and ONLY iPhones in 0924. LOL esp mine cause its 2G! Classic okay! LOL he's seriously some joker manzzz freaking funny only, okay bye!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Title : you just like that chase
Time : 11:48 PM

Today's flu was really horrible.. ;( Its been going on since the start of the day till right now. & honestly, although i came home for a 3 hours nap, i still feel extremely drained and exhausted right now due to the flu. Not in the mood to study or do anything, i cant think.. Ohyes i gotta prepare phys file for checking tmr :O Theres a high chance mine will be called for cause he says he'll pick those that didnt hand in the assignments ;( So yeahh.. i can't find all my assignments and my EM & EMI tutorials are blank! Hope it doesn't get rejected and i dont have to resubmit.

& i have no file! LOL cause theres this flying insect (either moth or butterfly or combined) in the living room and im scared of it, shhh :/ It flies freaking fast okay! So im not leaving my room to search for some random file till tmr which will probably gonna make me late for school.. haha btw im not late for school anymore! ;)

You know, every now & then i still think about zx.. ;( Each time i see the missing someone in class, my heart sinks.. you're never gonna come back already ;( Many of a time, we still can't accept it. How we wish we had one more day & like barry said, he wished zx's msn would turn green just for one minute, me too.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Title : PLS HELP CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS ON LEFT BANNER TY LOVE YOU!
Time : 9:42 PM

Derrick made honey joys and gave me one today! ;) Hahaha its sweet & honey, i like ;) Felicia knows how to make em too. Lol this is the first time i'm eating it la.. & i've gonna make it over the weekends i guess? Hahhahaa.

Gp tutor finally came back today! Apparently she had H1N1 :O

Last wednesday.. the casts were invited to the filmart step down? Haha we were given sticky candy by the j1s and the poster by the j2s! Thankyou ;) Then we had pizza and we talk talk laugh laugh and balloon bursting! This stupid balloon didn't burst when i hopped on it.. the air leaked out instead.. LOL okay yeah some pics ;)

2 MORE WEEKS TO HOLIDAY! I'll slowly wait.. ;)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Title : this is not right
Time : 8:07 PM

Yesterday i made a trip down to visit SANDS, the IR at marina bay after a family dinner at some chinese restaurant (Y) Been eating alot manzzz! :O So we walked from Marina Square to the helix bridge which was pretty crowded and then to the IR.

The IR's not completely constructed yet so it does not seem so spectacular as i thought it would be.. and btw it totally reminded me of The Venetian Hotel from Macau ;) Hahaa there were already shops there so we walked around and spent the most time in the epicentre looking at apple products :O And yes i was so shocked to see a really really long queue of people waiting patiently outside to enter the casino! And alot of ATMs around! :O Kinda an eyeopener to see this sight in singapore? :/

After touring around,, we walked back to Marina Square to get our car which we should have drove over to the IR instead! Walked cause we wanted to see the helix bridge.. i was so tired after walking and walking ;( We wanted to cab back but dismissed the thought as we would have to walk back to get the cab so we decided to take a bus though we all did not had our ezlink cards.. then the stupid bus stop was not in operation yet!! Grrr lol.

Oh, you know the ice cream uncle gave me free ice cream cause he said it was too small a piece to sell so he gave it to me ;) Hahhahaa so nice right!

K theres actually some dslr pics! But i'm lazy to transfer and uplaod! :/ next time maybe ;)

Friday, May 14, 2010

Title : things i do is not what you thought i meant
Time : 10:59 PM

TGIF! ;)

Best school day for me!!

Gp tutor didn't come today (AGAIN) so 0924 has only like 2 hours of lessons & 4 hours of break & we end school at 3pm. Means first lesson is the first hour and the second lesson is the last hour. What kind of rubbish timetable is this! :O So we suggested for a carrying forward and lucky mr heng was free! So we ended at 11am hehe.

After school, sam kel & i very coincidentally happened to meet the j1 exco bus which was about to leave for the volleyball guys finals at woodlands! So obviously we took a free ride there! Then after the bus left, we realised we forgot to say bye to our classmates and inform our other friends! Hahaha then some called and they were so jealous :/

3 of us walked to some woodlands mall which was kinda of near (abit far lol) from the indoor sports mall lol. Ehhh sam & kel, i went to google what is PCN alr, it is not PLEASE CROSS NOW okay omg! Haha! We had lunch there and got back to watch the girls match before our guys played. The guys played an close & exciting match but lost in the end ;( I had to rush home mid way through the third set because..

Today's my dad birthday! ;) & My family went for a buffet at orchard traders hotel! Hahaa food was good & the best part was the desserts.. cakes, waffles, ice cream, chocolate fondue are the besttt ;) Was like patiently waiting for them to refil the super awesome hazelnut royaltine cake but they didn't!! Disappointed cause it was fab ;) Hahaha i still thought i ate alot though my mum & dad disagrees lol.. now i need to eat lesser over the weekends alr :O

I SHALL ATTEMPT TO TAKE MY WEIGHT OVER THE WEEKENDS HAHAHA
I hope i dont gain pleaseeeee omg or i'll freak out.. ;(

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Title : make it happen
Time : 8:22 PM

I had a damn good 2 hours nap just now! Heh..

I just found out the other day that my secondary school friend is zx's childhood friend! She used to lived in the same block as him and they used to play together when they were young.. ;( What a small world seriously.. & You know, i still think about him.. ;( Many of us still do, yeah we miss him.

On a lighter note, my clique of friends are still happy & crazy as always. Like before, we're still addicted to iPhone games! Seriously, theres like too many iPhones/iTouchs already in 0924! Right now, we're gaga over the sprin and chop chop runner game HAHAHA like we're constantly playing it :O

It's past mid week already.. gp tutor's been absent since forever, lol okay its not that long but i seriously can't remember when was the last time i saw her :O We sat for chem SPA and it was good, lol. Volleyball boys finals tmr & sadly, we're not selected to go ;( Having 3 hours of break tmr zz.. we're gonna hog the discussion room and have retarded & hilarious conversations & freeze once again ;) "Lao ah ma doing pole dance!" HAHA kk inside joke ;)

Alright, finally some pics! Here's EXCO FAREWELL PARTY held at junior KL's pretty house! ;) Thankyou j1s for all the effort put in to do the certificate and the pretty card/booklet with really sweet messages ;)

They came up with this that i thought was cool, PEGASUS:

People who are
Erotic
Gorgeous
Attractive
Sexy that makes
Us go
Shingz

Haha! Nice right? ;)

Okay enjoy pics!

Okay bye! ;)

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Sunday, May 09, 2010

Title : #590 i got over you
Time : 3:50 PM

I just got home at 3 this sunday afternoon.

Went for lunch with family at srgn gardens.. We were discussing whether my parents can go travelling during the june holidays LOL cause right, my maid wont be around anymore, my granny has shifted so only my bro & i will be left alone. Then right, they believe i can't even take care of myself so they gonna send my bro to my aunt's cause obviously i won't be able to takecare of someone else besides myself..

So my mum doesn't whanna travel anymore cause she's DAMN SURE that i won't be able to survive ALONE.. She keeps saying she just can't leave me alone! HAHA the house will probably not look the same.. i may forget to off the stove.. i'm not gonna clean or pack.. LOL!?! Everyone totally thinks i'm a pampered girl but i'm not THAT horrible okay!!

I really whanna try living ALONE! Though i know it's gonna be crazy and seem chaotic but i want to be independent lol i actually wonder whats exactly gonna happen if i'm left alone :O But i whanna have the whole house to myself hahaha. So i hope they decide to carry on with their holiday plans.. which they are not intending to bring my bro and i along ;( & i really whanna go there okay!! Nvm i'll go there when i'm older hehe

Saturday, May 08, 2010

Title : today makes one week
Time : 11:19 PM

College day today.

& it was freaking boring okay :/ I'm sorry but it was just me and my classmates having some random hilarious conversations entertaining ourselves lol well at least i enjoyed the company ;)

After the presentation ended in the hall, i went to find mr lim and told him i wont talk to him for one day cause he selected me to go for this college day HAHA. Then after that when i went to speak to him again cause obviously i was joking then he said, "eh? i thought you say you dont want to talk to me?" then he smiles.. LOL..

I think mr lim is the nicest CT tutor ever! He's freaking nice and friendly, totally like a friend to us! In class, he's a seriously a joker manzz. He's so understanding and never scolds us though we're not a good obedient bunch at all! We dont hand in assignments on time, we go to tutorials empty handed & we even skip ____ (OPPS) HAHA. Actually i think mr heng is equally nice and funny. He can come joke with me in lecture when i still havent even take out my notes and happily chatting.. thought he'ld yell at me instead :O lol..

K this post is kinda random :O Updated for the STRAWBERRY (POKE POKE POKE GUY) HAHAHA kk inside joke of 0924.. Stop poking me thankyou or no more SG mahjong ;)

Did absolutely nothing today ;( Except for the chem prac make up in sch this morn :/ K tmr i'll study i promise ;) hehe.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Title : sweet memories of you is all thats enough
Time : 9:14 PM

1111. 0924 together with other schoolmates, teachers & his church friends folded 1111 cranes for our dear classmate ;) Really heartwarming to see everyone esp our teachers making an effort to learn & fold them.

Today's the funeral..
& though i cried a lil here & there, i was a stronger girl than i thought i would be! ;) I wasn't as devastated.. accepted the fact better as each day passed by. Buried the 1111 cranes together & that means the cranes didn't get into waste, yeah.

I whanna thank all my friends for being so supportive & caring for me ;) Especially 0924.. its been really hard for all of us for we've lost our awesome classmate this sudden, no one could have ever expected this. It has been a really hard time for us & thankyou for being so supportive by making sure i'm alright & trying to cheer me up even though i know you are hurting as much inside. This made us so much stronger & closer.

I told myself today will be the last day i'll be sad & cry over it.. though i know its pretty impossible :/ Tears may still fall.. tears that means i miss you, alot. In fact, we all do, alot alot. But its alright, cause i know you'll be happy up there cause that's what you believe, you'll be at your real home & i'm happy for you ;)

Well, i guess that's it.. Its been a hell of an emotional roller coaster nerve wrecking ride for 0924 since last monday!! Our dear classmate is at peace now ;) & we'll worry no more & not be sad anymore ya? We'll always love you & miss you & you're always a part of us ;)

ALRIGHT NOW 0924, I THINK RIGHT.. WE ALL NEED TO GET BACK INTO TRACK, TIME TO CATCH UP, TIME TO START STUDYING HAHA :O We seriously had enough of a study break alr! Hahaha kk start tmr, im kinda very tired already :/

P.S, thankyou milly, joey, barry, kel & chris for the sticky candies ;) & to those that attempted to buy but failed (lol)

P.S.S, no more emo posts anymore haha.. more pics sooon ;)

Monday, May 03, 2010

Title : Eyeopener
Time : 11:59 PM

Like what brendon says, "Letting emotions take in the form of words.."

Night before today.. I swear i think i sent like 300 smses all together :O Relaying endlessly with changes after changes.. Okay maybe not 300, i tend to amplify things you see but definitely ALOT ALOT ALOT. I was so afraid they'ld hate me or divert my smses away hahaha then at that point i was so frustrated cause theres so many changes and people cant understand me lol apparently my messages seemed like i was talking to myself :O I kinda hated smsing at that point of time.. hahaha.

Today was my first visit with my classmates (about half of em? plus shaun & azizan) to the wake. It was more lighthearted than i thought it would be. Though i shed some tears here & there, it was alright ;) Chatted with his church friends who were really friendly.. & as usual we laughed and joked with all the nonsense with 0924! Well, i guess it felt nice, like it cheered me up ;)

Got home pretty late, close to 10? Stepped into my room, first thing i saw was the bag of cranes.. ;( started to feel sighhhhh again ;( I really miss him, we all do.. ;( I guess time will heal.. & we're going down to the wake tmr with many more people

Tmr's first day of school officially without him.. ;( Its gonna feel different.. Class is pretty much screwed for our studies now, i guess our teachers will understand? 2 assignments due tmr & i know many of us did absolutely nothing over the weekends. We just cant focus..

Thankyou my friends for everything again! ;) goodbye ;)

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Title : Life is fragile
Time : 8:26 PM

When i heard the news yesterday, my heart sank.. ;(

I was so shocked cause yesterday i carried hope, more hope than before. 0924 has been really emotional for the past week and yesterday, i was not anymore. Yesterday afternoon, my teacher smsed us and told us not to visit our dear classmate. He also told us he would roster us to help him catch up on his studies when he recovers. That made me carry more hope..

Even when i made the call to receive the news, i was crazy scared & was hoping to hear some good news but unfortunately, i received the worst news that could ever happen to him..

I was pretty much speechless at that moment.. and after awhile, the news started to sink in and i felt really horrible.. ;( Tears started to flow uncontrollably and it got worse after people started to ask me about it etc and showing their concern. Thankyou very much ;) Really appreciated it ;)

But seriously, news spread freaking fast! :O

Then, things seemed chaotic. It was mass smsing, calling, msning etc.. Arranging to meet up, consoling each other, learning what happened, discussing what to do next etc..

I was folding a crane when i first learnt about it..
Now, the bag full of cranes is in my room.. ;( & idk what to do with em. You didn't get to see them! You didn't say goodbye to us when you went home after gp class last monday!! Why... Sigh i guess things happen for a reason

Why are people around me leaving?
At the end of last year, it was my granddad.
At the beginning of this year, it was my sec sch teacher.
& Now, its you..

Through this, i've learnt the fragility of life. I never understood it till now. He was the best of a classmate he could be, most caring and friendly with all smiles more than anyone. And just like that, he's gone.. ;(

You may think i'm being overly emotional, but wait till you've lost someone you've spent with almost everyday for more than a year.. then you'll know

Met up with about half of 0924, the closer classmates to him & we went to his church for service. His pastor explained to us what exactly happened to him.. then we had service.. this is what he's been asking to go for the past year, most of us did not, till yesterday..

There, all of us got really emotional.. ;(

After the church, we wiped our tears away for we've cried way too much.

We went to have a late lunch together at bishan then we bought koi ;) Lunch together and the laughter we had pretty much made my day ;)

All of us felt alot alot better ;) & thats good! We accepted the fact for he's gone & i was comforted for he's gone to somewhere better rather than suffering, rather than fighting for his life on the hospital bed ;)

I thankyou for being such a great classmate, for being so ever caring when i was down. I'll never forget the awesome memories we shared, they'll stay deep down in my heart ;) I love you.. ;)

Tmr's gonna be a much harder day for all of us. We're going down to his wake as a class with our teachers.. yeah & we're gonna support each other through this ;)

I'll be a stronger girl tmr ;)

P.S, Thankyou everyone for the sweetest & caring messages to cheer me up! ;)

P.S.S, You managed to complete reading this post! I was expecting alot to just give up halfway :O

Saturday, May 01, 2010

Title : all for you
Time : 1:20 PM

These cranes represent out love and blessings for you..

It is so heartwarming and nice to see every single one in 0924 folding cranes together ;) 0924 is now closer and stronger than ever! We just need you to come back to complete the picture ;)

Spent our tutorials, lectures and breaks folding them yesterday..
The bookshop aunties were so nice.. they helped us cut the paper and gave em to us without even charging us at all ;) Everyone brought home a stack to fold.. & you gotta see the board and the cranes we made for you alright! ;)

It is day 5 today.. when are you gonna wake up..