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Omg i can't concentrate to study now :O My family were having a discussion about some plans that my dad has suggested & everyone's so excited now! LOL i'm too excited to study, i feel so happy about it though its just a thought that may not happen.. Hahaha okay you've no idea what's going on so i sound insane but i'll tell you when its been confirmed! ;) Okay back to math revision! bye.

Title : supernatural love conquers all
Time : 12:33 AM

Earlier i was so bored i went to watch my videos. & i chanced upon one of em involving 0924 & there was a few seconds where there was a glimpse of zx.. ;( I was literally taken aback & i just totally froze for that moment. It kills me to see him in a video standing alive knowing that he's never gonna be hear anymore.. ;(

Mhmmz, honestly, this blog has became my random rant page when i have nothing better to do, its getting boring! I truly understand if no one's gonna read it hahaha.

I am so thankful for my first paper being on wednesday & that is why i don't feel the stress that people are feeling now? :/ Lol

& i'm using google chrome as my server now.. i used IE initially and i might switch back cause i'm just not used to chrome yet. Lol everything looks so strange & different :O But they do have backgrounds & mine's rainbow ;) Hahaha okay thats unimportant..

Before i go, i think there is something really strange about me, i get amused when i see myself auto-disconnecting from internet at 147am. LOL i'm suppose to be sad but i actually like wait for it to come idk i'm weird.. Don't you think i am the only one in the entire world that has the internet disconnects at 147am which is the most unusual time??

Monday, June 28, 2010

Title : fb rage
Time : 1:30 AM

It is 130am now, exactly 17 mins away from my internet disconnection! ;( Sigh lol.. I'm here cause i can't seem to study AT ALL. Nothing is getting in which sucks..

So germany proceeds with a 4-1 win over england! ;) HAHA idk if i should rejoice cause i really like england too but whatever, germany's through ;) The match was insane, or should i say the first half was really exciting! My bro & i were literally yelling hahhaa. & Lampard's obvious goal caused an instant fb rage! Lol hilarious. The second half got boring cause germany dominated & i was really really hoping for a draw so i can watch penalty shoot out which i love cause it'll be really exciting.

Its 134am now.. lol emolife beginning.. i'm gonna sleep cause i can't study :/ gdnight! ;)

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Title : angels cry
Time : 8:52 PM

Holiday's over, here comes the mid years..

Panic mode on?

Nope! In fact, i feel comfortably relaxed! But that's probably cause my first paper is on wednesday? Haha yes so thats when i may panic & go mad.

The weekend has been so easy-going for me, i've been slacking so much, i feel guilty now ;( Had potluck gathering yest night.. & Omg i totally self-diagnosed myself with mild insomnia (lol) I am serious, i can't fall asleep its sad ;( But whatever, i've been sleeping to 12 noon anyway ;)

I get to sleep like at least one hour after i go to bed.. & i normally go to bed pretty late lately so i only fall sleep at 2 plus 3? Ya its strange i know. Once it felt like i only slept at 5am, cause the whole time before 5, i feel like i was conscious, consciously sleeping, is that even considered sleeping!? I've no idea..

I always have the urge to go to my kitchen & find the melatonin pills. That is NOT a sleeping drug btw, it is a SUPPLEMENT that makes you fall asleep. I have it because it cures our jet-lag when we travelled to america 2 years back. But the thing is, IT WORKS! Hahaa it is great cause it is just a supplement and NOT a sleeping pill ;) You can google it if you're curious.

I google EVERY SINGLE THING btw

Germany vs England tonight! & i am watching! Lucky me cause i don't have a paper tmr ;) & i guess thats probably my last match before my mye is over. I'm gonna be a good girl & study. I like both germany & england, but i'm a lil more towards germany here ;) But it doesn't really matter which team wins cause i like both of em, oh i know, they should draw! LOL okay no, but i was really disappointed to know that they have to play against each other ;(

I absolutely love my iTunes btw ;) I cannot study without it i swear.. its what keeps me awake & happy lol okay i'm weird & don't you think they should allow iPods in exams? ;))) HAHA i will probably score better this way hmmz.. lol no i'm joking

Okay byeee & study hard everyone! ;)

Friday, June 25, 2010

Title : when i hurt, when i break, you are my band aid
Time : 11:59 PM

Holidays are overrrr! What i have completed today is not my revision but glee season one! Hahahaha okay you can slap me in the face :/ At least i camped in the school library with bff for a few hours today ;) I spent 3 hours on ONE econs chapter :O I had no afternoon nap today ;( Lol & thats because of glee :O

& there was this workshop going on for the school workers in the library. They were playing charades & having alot alot of fun & laughter. It was a really strange sight :O

Omg remember i said my dad actually pre-set the modem to auto disconnect everyday at 150am for me to go to bed? IT IS NOT 150AM. IT IS 147AM SHARP. Yest night, i finally remembered about this cause everytime i get caught by surprise & i get furious. So last night, i was having some cheap thrill myself. Was chatting with bff, kel & barry online & i was counting down HAHAHA okay i know i'm retarded & they were even counting down with me :O & then when i got to 3 mins left...

I GOT DISCONNECTED FROM THE WIFI! Complete cut-off.. I was totally shocked cause i didn't expect it at all. Hahaha it was hilarious. & then i realised it was 147 not 150am -.-! Omg seriously!? Can my dad choose a nicer timing, like a rounded off number? This time i was caught by surprise even more.. Hilarious but its still evil.

Omg my banana muffin is damn good, seriously, mm okay bye!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Title : click on left banner ads, thankyou!
Time : 11:15 PM

Yest, i consulted the doctor cause i was not recovering! Doc said i had a virus infection which is what!? I dont even know.. Strangely, i think my everyone in my family caught the virus :O Lol started from my bro who recovered already. At first, i thought the doc would diagnosed it as H1N1 or something LOL.

I've been a naughty girl & i deliberately skipped my meds cause this particular med causes like extreme drowsiness i swear. 5 mins into time & i see myself literally being so sleepy already. Then right, my mum has the exact same type of med as me. Her bottle is like half gone whilst mine is like barely touched LOL its damn funny & when she noticed she scolded me :/ opps.

My mum & i are freaking out cause we're afraid it may be dengue :O We've both gotten it before! & if you don't know yet, if you got dengue for the second time, it CAN be FATAL which is so scary.. Well, we don't have fever anymore so its probably not!

& i think i have an addiction- i NEED my aircon to sleep.. LOL i know its not considered an addiction & it sounds absolutely ridiculous :/ Like i was running a fever & i told myself no aircon for me that night, but i turned it on anyway :O Its been a habit already! Like my family turns aircon on EVERY night without fail :/ Is that bad? APPARENTLY, according to someone, he says i'll die of pneumonia!? what, no.

When i was child, i remember i only get aircon on special days.. during extremely hot days or weekends, like one week can 'redeem' aircon for 2 nights LOL then something happened & we started turning it on every night. Which i dont remember since when cause i remember having it on since forever :O Okay this is absurd, i don't even know why i'm blogging about this :O

Omg i downloaded the vuvuzela horns app on my iPhone HAHA.. world's most annoying horn i tell you, sound like alot alot of bees buzzing.. lol

& you, i'm sorry for turning you down again. I must have been a bitch but i've my reasons.. :/

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Title : defying gravity
Time : 10:02 PM

SICK..! ;(

I thought i recovered, or at least i thought so, but turned out that i was down with a fever today.. ;( So sorry i had to cancel on liza tmr! Am to stay at home to rest boohoo sigh..

The last time i recalled being fever sick was when i had dengue fever. Even though it was 2 years back, i can vividly remember every single thing about it till now. IT WAS HELL. Joint pains that even when i flipped magazines, it hurt. Missed 2 weeks of school. Hospitalised 4 days with the drip needle in my hand for 4 days. Blood tests every single day. I freaking hate needles now, i swear. Temperature & bloodpressure check EVERY 3 hours. Once my bp got so low, the machine couldn't read it, the nurse had to manually count my bp :O

Yeah, it was hell. Aedes mosquitoes are evil.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Title : #612 two opposites so alike that
Time : 11:11 PM

This is what i miss, alot

Niagara Falls in Canada!

Totally breathtaking & amazing! Everything was so peaceful & nice, which i need now. There were snow flurries which means light snow, it was pretty ;) Back then when i was there, it was like a ghost town :O Cause it was too cold, we were freezing like hell. People normally dont visit the Niagara Falls when it was this cold. Our tourgroup was even cancelled cause no one signed up except us lol. We ended up renting a SUV & drove from Newyork which i thought was cool hahaha. Yeah, those were the happy days.. ;)

Now is not any near happy bright & shiny days! Well at least i'm feeling happy lol k irony~ Studying sucks big time i swear ;( Time flies & my spark of motivation to study must last longer than after i print the papers -.-! Hahaa on a lighter note, yumcha dimsum today was awesome ;) & England drew! Omg nooo ;( I don't want watch world cup anymore already tsk. Okay well that's not true.. :/ LOL & everyone's betting on world cup, its crazy. Worldcup takes up alot of money & time, bad, bad. I don't bet okay, i'm good girl ;)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Title : jaded.
Time : 11:08 PM

I had some horrifying bad flu & headache today.. ;( It was so bad i had to cancel on milly & joanna! SORRY! Spent like half the day in bed resting & i'm still sleepy now.. Germany was such a disappointment earlier! Ahhhh ;( I don't like how 90mins of my life can pass so fast :O

P.S, I. AM. DEAD. SOMEHOW, barry got PES A! Ya i know, seriously!?! LOL! But no matter if he got pes a or not, i figured, he would still poke the girls, so, either way we lose! Evil! Hahaha.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Title : world cup 2010
Time : 12:49 AM

I intended to sleep at 11pm i swear cause i was so exhausted & could barely stay clear & awake.

& then, spain lost -.-! Omg to switzerland who the experts predicted at 4-0 win over! SAD.

Sadly, i didn't catch the match so i ended up at fifa.com till now & its close to 1am alr. I feel like a world cup junkie all of a sudden HAHA its interesting looking at countries & the players esp & i'm so outdated with the info like germany's captain ballack is not playing due to a injury!?! & I didn't know terry is not england's captain anymore! Okay fine, i'm slow. So fifa.com is very good ;)

Anyway my bro is bad, bad. He's chasing Glee using the internet tv (which is the most awesome thing i tell you, i get to watch movies & shows HD on my tv thru the internet) & he tempted me to watch cause i think he's deaf or something, it is so LOUD! So i went to watch & i got hooked. He is evil! I just finished my 3 dramas & i promised not to watch anymore! :/

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Title : not here anymore
Time : 8:49 PM

My dad is a genius in a bad way! ;( He sets the internet modem to auto-disconnect at 1:50 am in the morning so i will go to bed :O !! Somemore he told me he set it at 2am, cheat me 10 minutes! Many a times, i see myself getting auto cut of from the wifi.. i start being confused then i realised why then i get furious -.- LOL i'm sorry to those whom i talked to halfway & disappear all of a sudden at 1:50 sharp. Stupid system -.-!! Hahaha its like my wifi network just disappears.. kbye!

Monday, June 14, 2010

Title : playback's a bitch
Time : 7:48 PM

Joanna's iPhone's lomo made me orange below :O

Yest, family & i went to marina for dinner & we caught the move: The A-Team! Hahaha it was good! Some action-packed movie but totally hilarious at the same time ;) Took car for a carwash & i missed the drive-thru car wash kind they had in the past! Its like some cheap thrill i had when i was child lol.

Met BFF today for study date! AND SHE OVERSLEPT ON ME ;( LOL & i was like super early ;) Its so rare btw ;) Cause i felt bad everytime being late when i met her so i decided to be early today. BUT hmmz.. someone overslept! Hahahaa its okay milly, i'll still love you!

Goodluck for 0924 guys for their NS checkup tmr! Esp barry, you don't get to poke anyone in the future unless you get into PES A! ;) HAHA!

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

Title : mental scares
Time : 7:38 PM

I am watching The Taking Of Pelham 123 on the tele using the internet server now! Its nice, i like hijack movies.. exciting okay hahaha.

Met dearest liza today!! Catch-up talk was great ;) & we caught the movie- Furry Vengeance! It was alright, kinda funny ;) Met my mummy after her work & i went to buy my skirt so i'm a happy girl now.. ;) heh. OCC tutoring thing tmr :O Hope it'll end early cause jo & i got plans to 'zhong'! HAHA someinside joke.

Okay bye, back to my movie!

P.S, i watched 2 movies today & i'm gonna complete antm cycle 14 :O
P.S.S, this is bad, i should study okay bye.

Monday, June 07, 2010

Title : almost everything i wish i'd said the last time i saw you
Time : 1:56 PM

Potluck Party @ Samuel's

Last Friday..

Met Joanna kel chris at bishan first! We punctual! Well, except those who made serious bad misjudgement of time :/ Ahem lol.

This is TIBET, Sam's dog!

This time around, we had alot of desserts instead of proper food! :O

I baked my peach tarts with oreo base! Hahaa yes i know some weird combi but it tasted alright in the end! & They said it was nice so i'm happy hehe.

Played cards.. & We (They) watched the same episode of some show OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Its insane. Much that they could recall exactly what was said in the same scene, i barely even watched the show :/ Bing & bo.... -.-!!

& Then, sam brought out his weighing machine! :O! LOL most of us took our weights, I DID TOO & i didn't gain!! Hahaa better stay this way, i hope.. :/

Then we went down for some sports..

Badminton
&

Soccer

I tied my hair using my hair (Y)

;)

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Title : every picture tells a story
Time : 11:44 PM

Say hello to my niece, Cheyenne! (Yes, okay i'm an aunt, whatever~)

Super cute & extremely mischievous! She asked me to go stand facing a wall and i can't leave there :O She's punishing me, she said i was naughty! Omg she's a 4 year old!

I went for a BBQ at my aunt's place this sunday dinner ;) Awesome food!

Just a few pics cause i was busy eating :O Yes fat opps hahaa.

Then i relived childhood hoho~

Second week of holidays starts tmr! My bro & i are left alone! Mum catered food for our lunch :O I can cook, but i'll probably create a mess & i hate cleaning! But i love baking & cooking ;) A dishwasher would be nice ;) LOL so i hope they would send some nice food over! ;) K i'm still full over bbq din to think of food right now :/ rah bye.

Saturday, June 05, 2010

Title : eighteen years old van!!
Time : 12:30 PM

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY VANESSA!! ;)

Rah haven't seen you for so long already... ;( Miss all the i-hate-chinese talks & english drama gossip fan-girly talks!! ;) Hahaha meet up soon & Love you! ;)

Friday, June 04, 2010

Title : verging into U-turns times
Time : 9:59 PM

Potluck Party @ Samuel's place!

Sam invited us over to his new home today for a mini gathering! Hahaa actually we're seeing each other for this entire week. Speaking of it, the first week is almost over :O So fast!! ;( Alright, i'll upload more pics & blog about it soon. Sadly, my dslr died on me today! ;( & APPARENLY RIGHT, my dad says he has spare dslr battery -.- !! which i had totally no clue till he told me till today, rahhh.

Parents came to pick my bro & i after their work & we went for dinner at kovan. Had awesome local food of oyster omellete & hokkien noodles at an eatery directly beside my new home! Hahaha the structure of the building is already done but there's still a long way to go till completion, SO LONG! I shifted from kovan to serangoon-lorchuan & now i'm shifting back :O Apparently its just like 10 mins walk away from my old kovan home lol. Went grocery shopping after din & it was fun..

Have you ever wondered.. why eggs are always white in colour in cartoons/picture-screen/animations/or whatever, but in real life, they are actually brown? Well, except for those omega kinds that are really white la.

Amanda & Brendon, Have fun on your aussie trip! ;) I know they can't see this but i just texted them ;)

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Title : sweet surrender
Time : 6:40 PM

The 1st of June..

Not because its exactly 6 months to my 18th birthday but cause that day makes one month of remembrance of zhengxuan. Yeah.. there's pretty much no more grieving but alot of missing..

Chua chu kang is such a far far place away :O That day, 8 of us cabbed down to the Zx's grave. The cabs left us there.. & so wanted to bus back at the nearby bus-stop. Guess what? The bus service actually has OPERATING DATES! Like theres only service on particular dates! Grr so we had to walk back to the main road lol.

Today..

I don't know how to explain this without being too obvious. Lol basically Joanna, Sam, Kel, Chris & i had the greatest joke of the day. We did the most retarded thing, acting purely on the spur of the moment decision. We were in our econs lecture for 1 min. Hmmz go figure~

Tomorrow we're having a potluck party at sam's place! ;) Then finally there'ld be pics on my blog! Rah can't stand my blog with just words! Hahaa hope i can successfully bring the dslr out! Then i'll predict spamming like the previous potluck party i hosted last march holidays!

K off to bake my peach tarts.. ;)